I hope your doc gets back to you soon. I’ve been off my ADHD meds for close to a year and it’s been hell! So I can relate to your concerns re: suicidal thoughts.
My only other comment is to make sure the symptoms are just associated with the meds because I wouldn’t want some sort of heart condition to get missed.
Feel better!
Also when I go to move the vent, “you can turn the fan down if you’d like” - said while turning the fan down. And now I’m too hot…