The meme is literally about you lol

In therapy and on meds, which is why I’m still limping along instead of giving up 👍

Intellectually I don’t think there’s much point to continuing existence, but working on that in therapy and thanks to medication I’m emotionally disconnected from the depressive Bad Thoughts ™️, so I’m still just going until I can’t. The depression can get better but the ADHD can’t really.

So, I might not really want to exist, but I feel apathetic about it generally! 🎉

Honestly, I can’t bear to imagine the rest of my life dealing with this. Truly, I’ll never amount to more than scraping by in life, and it’s such a shitty bleak picture. But whatever, I’ve already mourned for the normal life I’ll never lead, and I’ll keep doing my best which isn’t good enough until everything falls apart completely, then I’ll kill myself. Happy Friday!

I believe you accidentally said should instead of shouldn’t in the first sentence

What a blast from the past, thanks for posting