just me
🤭 you’re a proud narcissist with a history of manipulation and alt making, i saw screenshots from that server of yours where you said, paraphrasing, “i explore other people’s minds and heal their thoughts with my mind by telling them stories” or something along those lines
connecting that to the username “Mind Traveller” who is, oh how coincidentally, also really into soulism and has similarly unhinged and chronically online views, though often toned down for a wider audience. After you got chased away from your main account for your opinions on what counts as misgendering, you made a fresh start where you toned that bit down. I suppose not many people are receptive to your full blown ridiculousness, but you should know that making alts pretending to not be you really discredits you
fear is a light word to describe it tbh, i’d opt more for “irrational mental anguish over the slightest implication someone might think even slightly less of you, which is strong enough some can feel physical discomfort when it triggers, and leads directly to an impossible to fulfil instinct of constant people pleasing and having difficulty saying no to anything”