No. But enough came that Lemmy is now a vibrant place.

It’s not an alias it’s a handle. Computer message boards and the CB radio craze existed at the same time.

I’m surprised how lively it feels here. It’s amazing that it feels nearly as fell as reddit with not even 1% of the user base.

u/Spez ?

very true, for me the medicine made a large impact. For others it’s only part of the puzzle.

Everything you are saying makes perfect sense. Many of the tasks we do are simply because they are necessary. You get a boost from the schedule when it is ‘new’ but as time goes on that fades. Habit is a powerful tool. Keep to the same things at the same time making things automatic.

It sounds like you may not just have adhd, but your mention of feeling ‘nothing’ sounds a bit like a depressive symptom. You may want to talk with a doctor. If it is depression there are medications that start to get you on the right track.